well hi everyone, wow it has been a really long time since i wrote on here. everything is going good i guess, classes are okay.  Today is break and over this break i am finally getting my guitar, i am so excited. I kinda miss the summer. its really nice to have all of my friends back though, (I love you brittani coleman) oh yeah and Victoria lol jk
anyways i have to go and study, leave me comments please.
luv ya
jackjack

hey everyone, nothing now here, i am juss a little bored, its 1:43 in the morning and im sitting here with my dean waiting for a fone call from someone, i have to work tomorrow at 12 but right now i really dont care. things are so confusing, i mean the whole guy factor. there are juss so many things that i understand but then at the same time i dont, its really complicated. i mean i've never been in a real relationship and so i dont really know wut to expect out of one. i mean i know wut i want out of one but i juss dont know how or who to get it from. life is so complicated.
to quote Avril " why did you have to go and make things so complicated?"
i cant wait to graduate and get out of here, i mean dont get me wrong, i love this place but i juss need to be free, its like the more they say no you cant do this and no you cant do that the more i want to do it. its gonna come to the point  that when i get out of here im juss gonna go buck wild, and that is looking pretty fun from here.
i hope that everyone is having a good summer,
hugs and kisses
jackie

Hey howdy hey,
how is everyone? its saturday and i really dont have anthing different to do today so i juss thought i would l post on this thing. So im juss like sitting here attempting to eat a freakin muffin for lunch but like my dog kelsay wont feakin leave me alone and she keeps on barking at me so like she ate almost all of  it. sniff sniff, today at work really sucked, i had to work with that itch and yes i forgot the b on purpose, agian because sandy is such a nice person that she gave us the same shift,  i could kick her ass lol jk. but like seriously people dont leave me alone its liek they like to see me upset all of the time. Im really a happy person, there are juss some things that really piss me off to the breaking point. it kinda really sucks. but im getting better at not letting people step all over my emotions as weird as that sounds i really juss need like a couple of days off to just spend with my friends and party., lately i have been like some kinda of fact nerd like and its kinda freakin people out  i think its funny sometimes, i think i like annoying people juss a little bit lol
well this as sort of made my day , juss venting to the computer, i find that kinda sad lol
anyways luv to all
peace out
jackie

Hey guys, wuts up? im juss sitting here on the computer (obviously) and im watching Samantha sleep. Its really hard trying not to wake a baby you when your holding her and trying to type at the same time lol but it is all worth it. This summer is going pretty good, Im really glad that dean Sharon is back, mostly because i get to spend time with and play with Samantha, but thats not the only reason lol I freakin think that Dean Sharon is like one of the kewlest people on earth. work is going pretty good, and still majorly crushing on this one guy that doesnt know that i exsist. lol but thats the story of my life. anyways, i kinda miss my friends from school because its like even though im still here like almost all of the people for last year that were my friends (except for a select few) are gone. Well to end on a lighter not, in getting payed like alot if money see as though i didnt sign any of my checks in like three pay days so thats pretty good lol, its pretty kewl, I hope that everyones summer is going okay, see almost all of you next school year.
hugs and kisses
Jackie

Craziness is right, man today was one of the slowest days in my life and i couldnt go anything to change it. I had to train the biggest BI$#H in the freakin world because it juss so happened it was just me and her working today. So i had to do everything there, it took me about 40 mins for finally finish venting on that subject, but finally its over. Tell me something, if someone annoys that heck out of you and you obviously annoy them then why on earth would the person ask you to do stuff with them? are they absolutly INSANE?!?!?!? sometimes i juss really dont understand people (esspecially the crazy ones)  Man i havent felt like riping someones heart out in a very long time.
God forbid something like today ever happens agian.
On a lighter note, everything at home is going good. me and my friends from the school year are keeping in touch for the most part, so thats pretty good. I hope that everyone elses day went better then mine did.
huges and kisses
jackie